June 05, 2003 2:20 p.m.
Emotions

I feel confused right now. Things are okay. I haven't b/p'd in a week and a half :) and I'm losing again. The numbers are going down slowly, but at least they are going down. Although, even with the weight loss I still don't feel really good. My emotions are tied up in huge knot and I don't know if I will ever be able to untie it. Certain feelings that I thought were gone I just realized were still there and starting to resurface again. I hate this. What's sad is that I've been through this before, but that still doesn't make it any easier. Anyways, I have to go get ready for work now, maybe that will help take some of this shit off my mind for a little while.