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I Just Purged That's right, I just purged. Day one on my new plan and I already fucked up. And I haven't purged since Jan 18. I am angry at my mom for buying ice cream at the store today. When I saw it there in the freezer I couldn't help it...I just had to binge. Then I went into my room and saw my notebook with all my weight loss plans and rules written in it and I felt so guilty that I had to get all the fat that I just greedily stuffed into my body out. I swear, I am such a disgusting pig. I hate myself right now. I have to start sticking to my plan, it's the only way I'll overcome this shit. |