Sorry for not updating, I guess I'm bad with that. I'm bad with a lot of things. Apparently one of them is driving because I got in a very minor car accident Monday night. I'm so fucking stupid sometimes, I mean is it really that difficult to drive. Maybe I just have a shitty attention span. Maybe I need help for it, I don't know.

I've been b/ping a lot the last couple of weeks and it's playing havoc with my weight. I was doing good for awhile, I was actually losing again, but no I had to fuck it up, so now I've gained, not as much as I thought, but anything that doesn't include the numbers on the scale going down fucking sucks. So I'm gonna try to restrict again because I am so fucking sick of this shit. I'm going to try to keep everything organized in a notebook or something so that I can track my progress and figure out what works best. I've tried this before, but I'm always too lazy to keep up with it. This time I can't let that happen, I WILL stick to it no matter what.